A Daughter of an Ex-mafia

”Miss Sanchya ” The cracking voice of an old lady made me startled and brought me back to the present from the past. She was around her early 60s and takes good care of me.

It was 6.30 pm in Thailand and I have been daydreaming too long. Bloody hell… almost one and half hours. How could I stop thinking about my dad and those little bastards?

”Yeahh auntyyy.. ” I replied with a grin to this lady who was the maid of this wonderful mansion. Still, she can pronounce my sh*tty name correctly. ”Night food.. readyyyyy ” Her English was not that much clear.

”Ohh Lets go ” I stood up from my king-size bed and walked through this large bedroom. Of course, it is mine. I was like transferred to a billionaire from a millionaire.

”Miss Sanchya .. hungryyy?? ” She is always warm-hearted towards me than the lady who owns this mansion. That lady, her highness, well.. I only have F words to explain herself. Yeah.. if you need to talk about her, then tell your boss and have a leave for two days…

So many bloody things to tell about that f*cking sh*thead.

”Hungryyy… ” I always smile and be thankful to this maid since she was the only person that makes me happy in this place. ”Auntyyy… Im Sanjana.. not Miss. Sanchya ” I tried to correct her.

She had very bad English and my Thai was ummm… actually I didn want to show them that I knew Thai very well. It is a part of my script too.. Well. I know Im a genius.. Thank you dumbheads.

And thats the way we are having such a huge language barrier today. tadaaaa.. ”Miss Sanchana… ” She tried her best to learn my dumb name.

”Sanjana…. ” I repeated chuckling. ”Sanjanaaaa ” She finally did it.. yeyee.. she cheered. hahaha, I know that she would come to my room tomorrow calling me Sanchya again.

We arrived at the dining room while practicing my stupid name laughing and the main lady of the mansion, or the owner, was already in the dining room.

”Hurry up and bring my orange juice.. It is not on the table ” That witchlike woman started to scream. Although she ordered the maid in Thai, I could understand it little by little. However, I acted like I couldn understand anything as I always did.

”How about University today ? ” She asked me even before I could sit down in my chair. Ahh.. let me be.. you b*tch. I hate explaining to her things that I wanted to keep inside my mind.

”Nothing new.. just as always ” I always have to fake my smile in front of her cuz who the f*ck could be happy and enjoy closure to this annoying witch.

”Huh bullied again…chah chah.. such a pity.. ” she chuckles and continues her dinner. ”A woman should be strong huh.. if they hit you.. you should hit twice ahh… chah look at you .. such a shame ” I couldn stop my laugh at those words of boasting.

My crazy mind works as a cinema right now… how she stepped on the f*cking dining table because of a tiny cockroach, How she screamed when she saw me mid-night with messy hair.. haha so many things to tell..

and now she is advising me to be strong and fearless. Such a jerk.

I kept my silence till the end of the dinner while her majesty was encouraging me to fight back. Once I wanted to put a whole loaf of bread in her bloody mouth but I have to stay in this place for a few more days.

Yeah not for too long.. Ill step out very soon. There were two main bloody reasons for that, first one is I still don know what my misery would be like and how would it affect my close ones

Damn it.. I never consider how would it affect this sh*tty woman and her mansion, but I have to care about the staff.. especially that old maid.

Whats more, I must never let anyone harm innocents who know nothing about me and my f*cking misery. Even if it was this lady, it is the same. Although she is f*cking annoyed, still she has given me accommodation.

The second f*cking reason is also this super annoying lady. This mansion was introduced to me by uncle Jayanath, the minister. According to him, this ladys deceased husband was a good friend of theirs and also a Sinhalese.

Yeah, he was a Sri Lankan too. If it was true, then how the f*ck did this woman have zero knowledge in Sinhala. Zero means zero.. She knows nothing.

How could it happen?? My sixth sense still warns me from the very first day. Hell Nah.. I never trust strangers anymore. No more f*cking mistakes.

It is true that Uncle Jayanath found this place quiet and calm for my misery and also uninterrupted at the same time as none of the members of this mansion know Sinhala. Of course, I too thought that it would be so helpful for me.

However, things went wrong from the very first day. Hell yeah. Even before the Earth rotates around itself just once, she started to spy on me.

Maybe she is thinking that her job is done preciously but noooo ladyyyyy.. my sixth sense is much more expertise and experience than your bloody spying skills.

I just finished my dinner and greeted her before vanishing to my master-sized bedroom telling her that Ive got much more assignments to do as homework.

It was not just a lie cuz I have missed a few lessons because of those baking classes. Yeahh.. I know that Im not here to complete a degree but I have to do those things to maintain my innocent girlie role.

Ahhhh so much of acting.. Its still the beginning babyyyy.. much more to do..

I must say that Ive got one privilege because of this f*cking misery. I have to wear girlie dresses which I loved and hated at the same time. you know why.. I have to maintain a simple girl role in this house too.

But I kept them so simple and always wear girlie shorts and T-shirts not to be distracted and weakened by them. Nothing should be able to avoid me from this mission.

I locked the door just after I entered it and made sure that the door was locked correctly.

Nowww.. Its time for Sanjay to wake up.. Ive been fed up being Sanjana or the innocent girl. I jumped to my bed and it bounced me 2-3 inches back.

”Hello, Uncle Jayanath.. ” I dialed his number and he answered my phone call just after a few seconds. ”Ohh Sanjay … Whats going on huh.. Living a luxurious life nahh ” That bastard was making fun of me.

”Yeah luxurious enough to have cakes every day.. ” I was mocking myself. ”What cakes?? Huh, ” He didn get the point. How could be .. None of them knows about it.

”Nothing .. just forget about it.. mm how about the clues you promised me to give. ” I don want to waste my time anymore.

”Relax Sanjay.. I should confirm them before our misery begins.. huh.. we cannot rely on unconfirmed information. ” He explained to me calmly.

But I don have a clear mind to be calmed. ”When .. uncle .. when will you confirm them.. Im not here to waste my time in a f*cking mansion or to complete a degree ”

I screamed first however I managed to lower my voice. If that Mrs. detective finds me screaming like that, definitely she would follow me till I push her head to the wall.

”Damn Sanjay try to understand huh… when did you become so careless huh.. you know those things better than I. Just be cooperative with me ” His voice was full of anger.

”Then what do you want me to do?? ” I was f*cking angry same as him and never dropped my voice even a little bit. ”Just be patient.. identify the people and identify the city or nearby cities even if you can ”

Ohh I think it was the first time he advised me about something with sense. ”Mm that makes sense ” I complimented him annoyingly.

”Of course, it makes sense.. you dumb ass.. huh.. try to find shortcut roads.. have you found a city map.. have you tried the roads you learn while you were here.. and then find abandoned places which you can hide if there is an emergency. ”

Wow, He is super informative than a well-experienced one like me. Such a jerk.. I haven done anything.

”What happened to you Sanjay.. you are not like real yourself. Just come out from the thought of revenge and look at this matter as your next mission ”

His words showed me a path I haven seen yet. Woah.. Ive never been such a sh*ttyhead like this. It seems like Ive done nothing to be prepared for my misery.

”The only thing in my mind is revenge uncle.. I have to find the f*cking bastards behind these things ” my voice was trembling and my free hand was clenched so that my own nails cut my fingers.

”Relax Sanjay.. I too want to take revenge.. but we cannot do it in this way.. huh. First of all, clear your mind and be well prepared.. otherwise, it will cause a huge disaster than this ”

I didn get his point.. ”you mean like what??? ” I questioned him.

”Don you get it, my child.. you are all along there.. No Dad, no subordinates, even no assistants.. Remember, all those people helped you here in Sri Lanka.. now you are all alone.. So you MUST be well prepared than here in Sri Lanka. Also, you are a newcomer to that country and still, you know nothing about people, roads, and even rules. ”

I was just silently listening to him.

”Identify people. Make new friends.. they also may be helpful in some instances. Develop your language and try to learn some rules also. Ahh, one thing.. keep your stubbornness to you and be a friendly simple girl. ”

His advice was like a father advising his own child. Ive never seen this side of this bastard.. In Sri Lanka, we only argued with rotten words and I always kept an eagle eye on him just as my dad did.

”Yeah, Uncle Ill do as you said ” my voice was totally calmed at that point.

”You don have any weapons with you. Do you ? ” He asked me again

”Nah.. you told me not to bring them with me ” I replied to him surprisingly. WTF is he asking huh.. He strictly advised me about it.

”Thats why Im asking Sanjay.. It is a not good idea to take them all alone via the airport. Ill bring them for you. Also, I have a thought to introduce you to some weapons trading thread.. not as Sanjay Mahamudali .. but as a new profile. ” He grinned while saying the last sentence.

”You mean.. weapons mafia in Thailand. I think all of them know me very well .. uncle ” I added that information too.

”Thats why I want you not to expose yourself to them, child.. and also I do not expect to introduce you to higher positions. We should contact the last and the lowest position of the thread. ” He explained me further.

I listened to his concerned advice and made a simple plan about how my next few days should be spent. ”Then when will you come to Thailand… Uncle ” I asked my most important question.

”Ahhh gimme about 2-3weeks. ” He told me in a disappointed manner. What… no way… ahh F*ck.. ”No Uncle thats too much ” I screamed.

”An unexpected issue has arisen Sanjay.. Our opposite parties have found that you left the country. Im afraid that if they have found that you are in Thailand. ” Those words heated my blood to a boil.

”I don give a f*ck about politics uncle. And why they are interested in me huh.. Oh wait .. Do you think the same way that I think now huh.. ” I questioned him again controlling my temper as much as possible.

”Of course, Sanjay.. otherwise who could dare to keep a hand on Muda.. Definitely, there should be a political connection. Since they know that you have left the country, I cannot risk our misery being exposed by leaving the country now. If they find out that our departures are the same, that must be a huge matter to be concerned. ”

Yeah, he was true.. If theres any political connection, we must be very careful.. Ahh… damn it. politics… It has possibilities to be true, cuz many politicians were annoyed at my dad being against drug dealing.

”BTW how is your University life, huh… found some new friends? ” he totally changed the topic. Ahhh … How can I explain ..

”Still the newcomer.. ohh damn it, uncle.. I just found a Sri Lankan guy. And you know what, he is in the same class as mine. ” I expressed my annoyance while he was chuckling. ”have you wanted to go abroad to find the soulmate huh ? ” He was mocking me.

”Soulmate my ass.. Im afraid he would recognize me before even I start my misery.. you know about those newspaper headlines and the gossip sites ” I remembered this bastard why I am considering this matter this much. F*cking soulmate.

”That must be considered.. Did he recognize you? ” he asked me in a serious voice.

”I cannot say it clearly but I think he doesn know me as he has lived in the UK. ” I gave him my honest opinion.

”well see Sanjay, but be careful ok, I know you are more talented in those missions than me. but never do anything with an unclear mind ok… Revenge should be taken. yeah but work with your mind.. not from the heart. ”

Ahhhh… his lectures are going too much now… Although they were too important, I started to get bored with them as usual. ”well then Good night Uncle. ” I yawned.

”Ok, Good night Sanjay. ” the loooong phone call ended up like that. I rolled on the bed here and there as I had nothing to do. ahhhh f*ck.. my assignments..

I just stood up like I had an electric shock and ran to my study table. I had two assignments and a missed lecture note to be completed. Of course, I was not interested in those academic things, I have to do them.

In my country, I was selected for a business management degree but my lazy dumbass didn want to complete my higher education and all I wanted was to help my dad in his matters.

However, my destiny brought me back to the same degree just after one and half years. Damn it. Well… Shit happens Nah… I tried to concentrate on my assignments.

It took me nearly two hours to complete those assignments. Although I was too lazy for academics, my urge to e successful in my misery gave me the strength to complete those sh*ts at once.

Then I stood up, did some stretching, and started to complete my lecture notes. My LOVELY (annoying) friend Roshen gave me his notes to complete mine. Well.. Thanks, bastard.. Yeah, of course, I didn mean it.

Me and f*cking ego.

He had a sort of clear handwriting. Ok ok.. to be honest, those are too neat and beautiful than an average boy. Of course, they were more beautiful than mine too.

While I was completing my note, I suddenly began to think about him. Something must be wrong with him still I cannot understand it.

He was too suspicious in my view, as he was trying to be too friendly. And also I couldn read him as I always do with others. He was just like an empty piece of paper that has been written with transparent ink.

I have to find and read the things written on that paper before I could trust him and let him be a close friend of mine. If not… yeah, youll understand what I am going to say in near future.

I started to analyze his words. Why did he come to Thailand University when he was schooling in the UK. That feels odd to me. And how that nerdy Mr. Silent became such a talkative parrot head just within a few minutes.

Ahhhh That dumbhead.. You MF only made my problems double. Now I have to keep an eagle eye on you and find your whereabouts instead of my misery. F*ck you idiot.

Now the only thing I need is to smack that little sh*theads face till he bleeds. You Rascal.. I just continued my work. It took me only half an hour to complete my notes. Only the thing that I had to do was just copy-pasting.

”Miss Sanchana ” Here we go again. She will never learn. I opened the door due to a knocking and a cracking voice.

”Auntyyyyy ” I treated her with a great smile to my ears and she also did the same. ”Unipooms ” Ohh She has ironed my uniforms.

”Thank youuu ” I greeted her with a bowed head and got my uniforms from her. She placed a small piece of chocolate on my palm and greeted me bowing his head. ”Goody naicha ”

Her accent was a little bit different from a typical Thai woman. Maybe that is due to the extra effort she put into her words. I only know one thing for sure, that she is the best woman I met in this freaking mansion.

I put that piece of chocolate into my mouth just after closing the door. She was like a mom to me.

I still remember the very first day I wore this uniform, it was the day before the first day of my university life. Well. You all know that my legs are too much hairy like a f*cking man.

Actually, I forgot to do a hair removing-session on my masculine leggies and I was like a wild bear with a uniform. That aunty saw me and ran to a young maid in the staff and ordered to buy me some hair-removing creams and some cosmetics.

And she was the one who combed my hair on the very first day of my university life. I think those are the special days for a mom and a daughter to spend together. However, my mom was too far from me and I didn think about it too much as I am not here to complete a degree..

But I didn forget to send a picture of me with my uniforms to my mom. My poor mom has never seen me so feminine like that before. Even when my granny was there, I wore shorts and T-shirts, not skirts like this.

Ahhh life is just a box of mysteries. No one could imagine what would you are going to have next. We only can just wait and see, and react to them in the best way we can.

And this is the way Im reacting to my life mysteries. F*cking weird Nahh.. A weird life of a weirdo..

I hang my uniform in my wardrobe and put my books back in the bag. But suddenly.. a piece of paper was fallen from one of Roshens books.

I picked it up and read it accidentally.. Well, lets say it was an accident.

”Ups and downs of life make us feel alive, even if the heartbeat has no ups and downs, how could we say that he is alive ”

A little smirk appeared on my face. Well.. I don need those motivations at all dude. I have the biggest motivation to do any kind of thing to complete my misery. Thats my dad.