By mistake, I ended ruining the surprise and took into my ice giant form because of my inner desires.

I feel so ashamed I want to throw myself out the window…

Well, let ’s get over it…

After this incident, I ended having to show this form to most of the people inside. It wasn ’t taken so badly, especially because everyone seemed used to all the fantastical things that I could do.

The kids had a hard time believing it, but I just shape-shifted back into a dragon until they finally accepted it at the end, phew.

I didn ’t want to show them all the things I could actually transform, as I was even able to become an Ice, Water, or Wind Slime… but that ’s not something I will ever show to others, I just don ’t want to! If I do, they will want me to divide myself into pets or something. And I haven ’t even developed the body of a slime properly. I know there might be the possibility to get some of their skills, and it is on my to-do list, but for now, I have other issues.

Such as Benladann.

What am I supposed to do now?

S-she ’s always looking at me so cutely, now with this form, it is pretty obvious what ’s next…

Or is it?!

Should I just go for it?

Ugh… I feel bad. I feel like I am taking advantage of her by doing so. What if I am just taking advantage that she feels terrible due to the death of her parents? In the end, I will end like a creepy guy taking advantage of a girl that needed comfort and love.

Or am I being too much of a pushover? I know that she liked me even before this… But maybe she had changed her feelings.

Or not?

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Why am I being so terrible at this? I suppose never having a meaningful romantic experience in my previous life does this to me.

Benladann is pretty much the first person that I ’ve gotten to love like this, and also the first one that actually loves me back, something that never happened in my previous life.

And the most ironic thing is that it happened when I was a monster, a dragon from all things…

What can there be in life for someone to enjoy it?